The Strokes - What Ever Happened? (Marie Antoinette)

It's crazy right? to love someone who's hurt you. it's even crazier to think that someone who hurt you, loves you!

  

Pins And Needles

Billy Talent

Never understood how she could,

Mean so little to so many

Why does she mean everything to me?

Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?

For all of my insecurities

How did I ever let you go?

Questioning her good intention

Jealousy's a bad invention

When you push on glass, it's bound to break

Even when she was defensive,

It just gave me more incentive

The more you squeeze, the more it slips away

I never walked so far on a lonely street

With no-one there for me

Is it worth the pain, with no one to blame?

For all of my insecurities

How did I ever let you go?

Accept this confession! ...I'm walking on pins and needles

You're not my possession! ...I'm walking on pins and needles

My conscience is vicious! ...I'm walking on pins and needles

And I'm begging forgiveness! ...I'm walking on pins and needles

I never walked so far on a lonely street,

With no one there for me

It took too long to see her in misery

And now it's clear to me

That it's worth the pain, always take the blame

For all your own insecurities

How did I ever let you go? 

 "I hate how I can relate to this song so much...

This song helped me realize, hey, just smile, and be ok with it.

Its always been the small things that got to me.

Just, got to get around to accepting things how they are, and moving forward with him. 

They're worth the pain. 

Not losing him is well worth it"

" HIDUP SEMEMANGNYA PENUH DENGAN CABARAN.. 

JADI MENGAPA PERLU TAKUT MENGHADAPINYA? ''

"If a bunch of guys are calling me a Bitch, I know I must be hitting a nerve, if they start calling me a Heartless Bitch, I know I've got them running scared, but the best part is when they call me a Cold, Heartless Bitch, because they know I am someone they will never be able to subjugate."

Having been fucked 

is no excuse 

for being fucked up!

╭∩╮(︶ε︶メ)╭∩╮

Joan Osborne - One Of Us

Lagu ni berhantu buat aku. tapi maksud dia tak bagus. 

aku dengar je.

DENGAN SIAPA SIAPA PON AKU  TAK PERCAYA LAGI!

PERGI MATI SEMUANYA!

MAMPOS!

Must Buy! Must Have! Urghhh..

 Is there anyone out there can buy me this book? :(

Buku yg sangat interesting, and aku sgt interested utk memilikinya. Tapi nk beli pk 2,3x sebab mahal lah.. Dah boleh beli lg 2 buah novel fiction.. Tapi mcm nak beli jgk! Buku budak2 baca je pon.. Dapat baca sikit je td.. Camni la gamaknya kalau dah menyinggah ke bookstore. Aku xboleh tahan.. Sume buku rasa nak beli..hahaha.. Keje kt bookstore je lah cmni..

Oleh sebab belum lg dapat memilikinya, baca review sudah!

http://childrensbooks.about.com/od/middleschool/fr/Diary-Of-A-Wimpy-Kid-The-Ugly-Truth-Book-Review-Of-Wimpy-Kid-Book-5.htm

Malam tadi aku mimpi sg besar kena serang dengan virus T. 

Alaa..virus dalam game resident evil tu.. takut gila!

Hampir semua orang jadi zombie.. 

Terasa aku ni macam leon pula..hahaha..

Divided

Go downtown to catch the early movie.The shows are cheaper.They don't mind if you put your feet up She's out on the highway.She's got a homemade sign it says.Go ahead try to figure out.What my future looks like.I don't want to live my life like a story.Always thinkin I could've been something.Don't run along side and control me.Just film away and let me be.At ease I, I feel fine.I'll move on, I go on.There's something so divided.Don't worry about me I'll be fine.Don't live your life for me or for anyone.Live your life as if you're one.Live your life as if you're one.And find quiet, it's awful quiet.How can you be mad we just got started?.I want to shave my head.Lie in bed all day long.How can you be mad we just got started?.Live your life as if you're one.At ease I, I feel fine.I'll go on, I move on.Don't live your life like a movie.Always thinkin you could've been something.Don't live your life for me or for anyone.You live your life as if you're one.You live your life as if you're one.Find quiet it's awful quiet.Find quiet.

Dugaanya

Gua sakit hati...Gua sedih gila!!! Lepas satu benda, satu benda lagi jadi... Dugaan, suma ni dugaan... Aku tak marahkan Tuhan pun sebab bagi aku dugaan ni, cuma aku dah penat... penat nak melayan perasaan aku, penat nak layan masalah aku...

So, what should I do? Just go with the flow... Ko sakit ati macam mana pun, ko sedih macam mana pun, ko tetap masih bernafas esok kalau belum lagi sampai ajal ko. Orang cakap mati je penyelesaian masalah...tapi aku cakap, sampai lepas mati pun akan ada masalah lagi. Masalah dalam kubur, masalah time akhirat, masalah dalam neraka.... Oh~~~ Indahnya hidup ini...

-.-

Perasaan yg tak dapat dibendung..

That horrible feeling called shame.

知道羞愧和知道什么时候停止

When we feel guilt, it's about something we did.
When we feel shame, it's about who we are.

Shame comes from being taught that we are worthless or bad or something similar.

It comes in childhood from adults who say things like:

    "You'll never amount to anything!"
    "You are worthless!"
    "I wish you were never born!"
    "Shame on you!"

People who are shamed have to live in the same world as all the rest of us but they have to live in it with the deep-down conviction that they are worthless.

People who've been deeply shamed need to be fully loved and accepted and valued! 

Urghhhh...

NO..

SHAME ON ME!!

*Sighh*

Sigh is BORED!

I'm BORED!

Me too..

Now wut??

I dunno..

I'm BORED!

Entertain me..

Things could always be worst..

Please..entertain me..

I'm BORED!

BORED??

Is there any cure??

I'm BORED of being BORED!

I'm so BORED..

Hey you!

You, Wuts up!

I'm just BORED!

Can u just come and help me pls??

BORED of Boredom??

Ok now ur startin to BORED me..

Boring :|

YEAHHHH! IM BORED!

 I Said Im Happy!

What More Do You Want?? 

Ignore Me!

I just hate myself at this moment

FUCK!